Brian "Head" Welch was the lead guitarist of Korn, one of the biggest nu-metal bands of the late 1990s and early 2000s. He was also addicted to methamphetamine, trapped in depression, and watching his life disintegrate. In 2005, he walked away from the band — and it started in a worship service.
The Bottom
Welch had tried to get clean multiple times. Rehab, willpower, promises to his daughter — nothing held. He was making millions but spending his days in a haze. He later described himself as "a dead man walking in a mansion."
A friend invited him to Valley Bible Fellowship in Bakersfield, California. Welch went reluctantly. He sat in the back, covered in tattoos, expecting to feel judged. But when the worship started, something unexpected happened.
The Worship That Broke Through
Welch described the worship music as physically hitting him. Not emotionally — physically. He felt a warmth spread from his chest outward. His hands started shaking. Tears came without warning. He had not cried in years. He tried to stop it and could not.
He returned the following week. And the week after. Each time, during worship, the same thing happened — a presence that he could not explain and could not resist. Within weeks, the cravings for meth began to fade. He described the withdrawal process as supernaturally eased, though he does not minimise the difficulty.
Walking Away From Everything
In February 2005, Welch publicly left Korn. He was baptised. He got clean. He became a father again — present this time. He has since spoken openly about the fact that his freedom did not come from a 12-step programme (though he respects them) or a sermon. It came during worship.
He later returned to Korn in 2013, this time sober and with his faith intact, proving that the transformation was not a phase.
What This Means for You
Addiction tells you that nothing will ever change. Worship says otherwise. Welch is not the only person who has experienced chains breaking during worship, but his story is one of the most visible. If you are struggling with something that has resisted every other intervention, try this: find a room where people are worshipping, sit down, and let the music do what your willpower cannot.