Early Life and Spiritual Struggle
David Brainerd, born in Haddam, Connecticut on April 20, 1718, stands as a remarkable figure in Christian history. Orphaned by 14, Brainerd faced profound loss early in life. Despite this, his yearning for God grew. He pursued holiness through rigorous religious duties, yet found no peace. He later reflected, 'I never once prayed for the glory of God.' His struggle with self-righteousness and frustration with his spiritual state marked his early years.
Vision of God's Glory
A pivotal moment came on July 12, 1739. While walking alone in a meadow, Brainerd experienced a profound vision of God's glory. 'Unspeakable glory seemed to open to the view and apprehension of my soul,' he recorded. This encounter shifted his focus from self to God. He felt engulfed in God's greatness and realized the true way of salvation. 'I felt myself in a new world,' he remarked, marking his conversion.
Missionary Calling and Ministry
Despite being expelled from Yale in 1742 for a moment of criticism, Brainerd pursued his calling to preach to Native Americans. He ministered in places like Kaunaumeek and Crossweeksung, seeing over 130 conversions. His mission was not without challenges. He battled loneliness, language barriers, and frequent illness, including tuberculosis. Yet, his dedication never wavered. He once expressed his desire 'to burn out in one continual flame for God.'
Legacy of Faithfulness
Brainerd's health deteriorated, leading him to Jonathan Edwards' home in Northampton. There, he found comfort and care, particularly from Jerusha Edwards, with whom he shared a deep bond. Brainerd passed on October 9, 1747, leaving behind a legacy captured in his diaries, later published by Edwards. His life remains a testament to God's power working through human frailty, inspiring countless Christians and missionaries across generations.
