Historical Testimony

Tolkien's Faith and Lewis's Awakening

How a Catholic's Deep Faith Led C.S. Lewis from Atheism to Christianity

1930s🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿Oxford, England

J.R.R. Tolkien's deep Catholic faith, shaped by his mother's conversion and devotion to the Eucharist, led him to help C.S.

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Out of the darkness of my life, so much frustrated, I put before you the one great thing to love on earth: the Blessed Sacrament.
Oxford: Night talk Tolkien Lewis Christianity. Deep in thought, the men discuss faith; a key element in C.S. Lewis conversion from atheism.

Tolkien's Catholic Faith Formation at Oxford

In the early 20th century, J.R.R. Tolkien embarked on a profound journey of faith, shaped by his mother's deep Catholic conviction. Born in Bloemfontein, South Africa, Tolkien was initially baptized in the Anglican Church. However, after his father's death, his mother, Mabel, moved the family to England, where she converted to Catholicism. Despite facing family opposition, she raised Tolkien in the Catholic tradition, attending Mass at the Birmingham Oratory. Her untimely death when Tolkien was twelve left him and his brother under the guardianship of Father Francis Morgan, whom Tolkien regarded as a second father.

Deep Eucharist Devotion Testimony

Tolkien's devotion to the Eucharist became a central pillar of his faith. He once wrote, 'Out of the darkness of my life, so much frustrated, I put before you the one great thing to love on earth: the Blessed Sacrament.' This profound love for the Eucharist was not merely a personal devotion but a lens through which he viewed the world, influencing his literary works such as *The Lord of the Rings*.

Night Talk Tolkien Lewis Christianity

His friendship with C.S. Lewis proved pivotal in Lewis's own spiritual journey. In September 1931, during a conversation known as the 'Night Talk,' Tolkien, along with Hugo Dyson, helped Lewis understand Christianity as the 'true myth' that fulfilled all other myths. This realization played a significant role in Lewis's transition from atheism to Christianity. Lewis later honored this friendship by dedicating *The Screwtape Letters* to Tolkien.

Faith Through Life's Trials

Tolkien's faith, tested by personal losses and the horrors of war, remained unwavering. He believed that through the Church, sinners could find grace and redemption. Even as the Second Vatican Council introduced changes he found challenging, Tolkien remained loyal to his faith, viewing it as an act of will inspired by love. Jesus was the center of this journey, guiding him through life's trials and triumphs, and offering hope in every shadow.

About This Testimony

What did God do?
Found Faith, Faith Deepened
Where in life?
Education, Arts & Entertainment, Friendships, Family
How did it happen?
Through Someone, Through Suffering

Source & Attribution

Curated by Doxa from the life and writings of J.R.R. Tolkien and C.S. Lewis.

Sources

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The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien
J.R.R. Tolkien1981Primary Source
https://archive.org/details/lettersofjrrtolk00jrrt
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J.R.R. Tolkien: A Biography
Humphrey Carpenter1977
Offline source (book/print)
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Surprised by Joy
C.S. Lewis1955
https://archive.org/details/surprisedbyjoy00csle

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