
A Paramedic's Hidden Struggle
Dawson Merrick, a seasoned paramedic from Boise, Idaho, dedicated 13 years of his life to serving others in emergency situations. Raised in a devout Christian home, Dawson actively participated in church activities, leading Bible studies, coordinating prayer groups, and playing in the worship band. Despite this fervent involvement, Dawson harbored a hidden struggle with unforgiveness, a barrier he was unaware of until a life-altering experience.
Near Death Experience Jesus Encounter
During a critical medical emergency of his own, Dawson experienced severe chest pain and shortness of breath, symptoms of a pulmonary embolism. During this crisis, he had a near-death experience where he encountered Jesus. In this profound encounter, Jesus revealed to Dawson how his unforgiveness kept him from fully allowing Christ to be Lord over his heart. "You called me Lord," Jesus said, "but you never let me be Lord over the most important part of your heart."
Jesus Revealed Unforgiveness
This revelation transformed Dawson's understanding of his faith. He realized the gravity of unforgiveness and its impact on his relationship with God. Humbled by this encounter, Dawson committed to letting go of the resentment he had held onto and allowing Jesus to truly guide his life.
Living Free Through Forgiveness
Following this experience, Dawson felt compelled to share his story as a caution to others. He speaks passionately about the importance of forgiving and the freedom that comes with letting Jesus be the true Lord of one's life. Dawson's testimony serves as a powerful reminder of how Jesus intervened in his life, bringing healing and transformation through the revelation of forgiveness.


