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A Journey Through Doubt to Faith

How a Father's Encouragement to Seek Truth Honestly Led from Doubt to Renewed Faith

2023•Biola University

Sean McDowell's journey from intellectual doubt to renewed faith at Biola University, supported by his father Josh McDowell's encouragement to seek...

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“Son, that is great. Thank you for telling me that, thank you for being so honest. Don't believe just because I believe, you need to make this your own.”
College student Sean McDowell in modern Biola University setting discussing christian doubt to faith testimony with father during apologetics journey

Growing Up in Faith

Sean McDowell, son of the renowned Christian apologist Josh McDowell, grew up immersed in a Christian environment. Known for his father's influential works like 'Evidence That Demands a Verdict,' Sean had early exposure to the Gospel and Christian teachings. However, it was during his time at Biola University in the mid-1990s that Sean faced a profound challenge to his faith. As he encountered atheist arguments online that critiqued his father's apologetics, Sean found himself in a state of intellectual doubt.

Father Son Faith Conversation

At 19, Sean approached his father with honesty, expressing his uncertainty about the truth of Christianity. Josh McDowell's response was pivotal. Embracing Sean, he said, 'Son, that is great. Thank you for telling me that, thank you for being so honest. Don't believe just because I believe, you need to make this your own.' This moment of empathy and encouragement allowed Sean the freedom to explore his doubts without fear of judgment.

The Journey Back to Faith

With the support of his father and guidance from mentors like Rob Loane, Sean embarked on a journey to find answers. Influential figures such as JP Moreland and William Lane Craig provided intellectual clarity on challenging questions. Sean committed himself to seeking truth, exploring various religious texts, and engaging with diverse perspectives. Through this process, he found a renewed belief in Christianity, realizing that his search for truth ultimately led him back to Jesus.

Equipping Others Through Apologetics

Today, Sean McDowell serves as an Associate Professor in the Christian Apologetics program at Talbot School of Theology, Biola University. He dedicates his life to equipping others, especially young people, to understand and defend their faith. Sean's journey from doubt to conviction underscores the importance of asking questions and seeking truth, with Jesus as the ultimate answer.

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About This Testimony

What did God do?
Found Faith, Faith Deepened
Where in life?
Family, Education
How did it happen?
Over Time, Through Someone

Source & Attribution

Curated by Doxa from interviews and writings of Sean McDowell and Josh McDowell.

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Evidence That Demands a Verdict
Josh McDowell•1972•Primary Source•✓ Verified
https://www.google.com/books/edition/Evidence_That_Demands_a_Verdict ↗
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Sean McDowell's Website
Sean McDowell•2023•✓ Verified
https://seanmcdowell.org ↗
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Think Biblically Podcast
Biola University•2023•✓ Verified
https://www.biola.edu/blogs/think-biblically ↗

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